A blog is not a book. But if I could write posts that are connected by something, that together are tied into a bigger story, I would be thrilled.
I worked for the US Forest Service for a couple months, and it was the best job I ever had. I really want to try living out of a fire watch tower somewhere in California next.
Ever since I started ignoring random intrusive thoughts, I've been able to focus more and remind myself that I am not my thoughts by constantly reverting back to what I actually believe.
There is one roommate I regret stopping speaking to but maybe I can resolve that in the future. We would play DayZ and Baldur's Gate 3 and Minecraft and honestly had a good fucking time.
I love the attention that some of my posts get, I don't know how they do that. But I'm trying to put more effort into writing for this blog than I was putting at the very start of it.
Three things as of late: I love The Office, I've secured basic Python and looking into The Odin Project as well. Also, I've been practicing ignoring things and people that irritate me rather than focusing on them.
I love Linux because I like to tinker with it, but Windows just proves to be more comfortable and the Enterprise version makes it run pretty fast. Windows sound sucks though, so make sure to use something like foobar2000 and set the output device to your device with the added "[exclusive]" part.
I stayed at a hostel for the first time and it was much better than expected. It was a great opportunity to talk to new people from all over the world and maybe learn something.
I read I Want to Die but I Want to Eat Tteokbokki. I liked it for being somewhat relatable and for raising my awareness of mental health issues and for making mental health as a topic less taboo within my own mind.
There are no fun things to watch and nerd out over, it seems. It's just the Fallout show for me lately.
I know it can be hard to genuinely trust people when building a relationship, but please just be honest if you don't trust them. Be on the same page.
Pretty sure I went into psychosis, not fun at all. Very important to have people around you can rely on at a time like this.
Having a kid just seems like one of the most selfish decisions anyone could make. I might still do it though and try my best.
50 First Dates, what a movie. May this kind of love find me.
Loved my time at Job Corps even though it sucked at first. The people were special to me and the opportunities were exceptional.
Loved the quiet night where I was finally able to relax and play some Sims 4 and feel like a kid again. Rewired my brain in a positive way.
There are no fun games left, it seems. The last game I thoroughly enjoyed was Marvel's Guardians of the Galaxy.